ok so I dont have a job right now and ive watched all the tv there is to watch online so I have been drawing paper dolls like mad!
i have the two dolls i uploaded and then i drew them two (boy) friends!!
im drawing them a ton of clothes. Most of the clothing is from the 1800's (like all of the 1800's)

i drew them the swimming costumes from sweeney todd and im thinking of drawing some more fan art-esque costumes....like from other time periods!

so far my ideas include harry potter (like one from each house but no specific characters) and some firefly and i suppose some starwars would be in order and then probably some star trek.....any ideas?

hopefuly i can figure out how to get my brothers printer/scanner combo to scan things to my computer so i can get them up on here

also i did some snape fan art!!!!
and then i found this self portrait i did that i wanna put up!

but the technology....it foils my plans!!!

all is right with the world

ok so i just moved to texas with my brother and i had one pencil (ya im crazy for not having more....but loseing pencil's is a commen thing for me) when at home i know that there are always other pencils in the house so i just keep looking till i find one....but i know there is only one pencil in this new apartment and i cant find it!!!


i think i need to go buy more (that would make sence)





(for those of you who care....sorry for the spelling)

im nearly to the end of my college career and it cant come soon enough
ive just given up carring about anything
i desparatly need to draw, i can just feel it , but i have to do all this school work
i keep watching Hellboy II, i am totaly obsessed with that movie,
i went out and bought seed of destruction and it was really good, i havent really read much for comics....i wanna go buy the rest of the series but right now that would just be a really good way to drain my bank account

so guess what i saw last night??

I've been reading reviews on line, and as both George and Steven predicted, critics hate it, sertan fans hate it and some people love it.

They make people films, people. and this one isnt any less believable than any of the other three....think about it.

Ive been partictualraly missrible lately and i really needed to spend two hours open mouthed with a stuped grin on my face. I needed a reminder as to why im in this industry. I needed to see some one stand out and do somethign that lots of people think is dumb, jsut to remind me that thats what i do.

Ive been spending too much time around people who care what other people think about them....its been rubbing off.

I suck at everythign when i try and do stuff that other people think i should do. I suck when i try to fit in their molds.

I'm only brillant when i jump, and when i dont think about what other peole think.

I like stuff that isnt perfict. I love so many things that are not perfict.

who the hell wants perfict? what a complete waste of time.

I just wanna tell the stories....who cares if you embleish....who cares if it isnt posible....if you say it is, it is....do what makes you happy....do it....dont ever listen to what other people say....dont let them change your mind....be you....stop trying to be perfict....its your inperfections that make you perfict.

we are all human, we all fuck up, get over it

meg